Friday, May 25, 2007
result sucks!
Didn't go to school in the morning. But at 6 pm, there's Parents Teacher Meet. So went to school only for the PTM. My parents didn't go so i asked Iris to help me get my result slip. Got back my result and it was so horrible. I failed the main subjects. Not 1 but 2! And my L1B2 was 11 (without 1 main subject science). If i include science, my L1B2 will be 15. My result was bad. Worse of all, no longer in the top 5 or top student. I dropped badly. Not a single grade 1 for a subject. I don't know how I'm going to let my parents know. They will be super duper disappointed in me. And i hate it when they are disappointed in me. They have been disappointed in me once. Because i didn't want to go to school. Have been skipping school lately. Seriously i didn't have the mood for school. I really do hate myself. I can't forget you, can't stop loving you, can't study properly, can't sleep well etc. I JUST CAN'T! ='( I HATE ME, MYSELF AND I!
I kept thinking of you. Keep on wishing and hoping. I really miss you lots. I kept falling deeply in love with you. ='(
When will you bring me out from the darkness and walk with me till the end of the road?
2:53 pm